Oi from Fortaleza! I hope everyone is doing well back in the States. There is so much to cover, but I thought I would post what God has been teaching me and what I am learning on this outreach. You can also read the exact same post on my myspace blog as well.
Not gonna lie, this outreach has been extremely stretching for me. Who would have thought that God would continue to minister to you while you minister to others? I know some of you are thinking, "No duh Sam". But I guess in some sick way I thought you had to be perfect with God to minister to others, yet He still uses you in our weaknesses. I think that´s pretty crazy, but who am I to question God´s ways?
God has hit some areas of my life that needed to be nailed down. I´ve been going through some tough heart surgery during this outreach, more so then I ever did during lecture phase. But thankfully I have an awesome team who prays for me, and awesome leaders to guide me. I am sooo grateful to have a team that is united in Christ. Everyday I think, "Wow! This is how the body of Christ should act!". We are able to serve each other and humble ourselves, which isn´t always easy for someone like me who likes to be "calm, cool, and collective". Like I´ve said, outreach has been a stretch. This outreach just hasn´t been easy, but I know that it will produce fruit in the long run.
Jesus said in John 15 that He is the vine and we are the branches. For every branch that doesn´t produce fruit, He cuts off. But for every branch that does produce fruit He prunes. Sounds kind of silly, right? Yet pruning produces even more fruit. And that´s exactly what God is doing in my life right now, particularly in leadership, worship, and life in general. He´s pruning stuff so that more fruit will be produced. And all I need to do is to remain and rest in Him, and He will remain in me. And quite honestly, I´m still trying to figure out how to "rest" in Him and yet still minister to people. Somehow I think that defeats any purpose that He is trying to do in my life.
I could go on and on about what God has taught me on this outreach. And it´s amazing to see how people are receiving us, and how they are receive the Gospel. Ministry wise, I´ve learned not to depend on what I physically see. Who knows how many people have been impacted by the Gospel, and we don´t even know it? So I´m learning to depend on my spiritual eyes, and not what I see in the physical. That´s a tough one for a lot of people, I think. But I could be wrong.
Anyways, we´re here in Brasil for another two weeks, and then we have a week of debrief in Denver. I´ll be back in VA in three weeks.
Isn´t it weird how time flies during DTS?